My Redemption Song
I realize that this will never end,
Forever you’ll stay in the back of my heart ,
Deep and dark, where you’ll never be considered a friend,
Because you just had to game and break me apart.
I wanna go back to that autumn day,
When you pulled over, it was raining disaster,
Looking your way and all that I wanted to say,
“You’re the only one that makes my heart beat faster.”
Time to let go of the “what ifs” and finally start moving on.
With new friends and conquests in store,
I can’t stop and wait for you anymore.
You’re loss since I can do bad all by myself and this is my redemption song!
I’m aware that you never heard a word I spoke,
Wrapped up in your warped world of desperation,
Words fallen, hollow and torn, like my heart broke,
By a childhood dream met with expiration.
Guess I wouldn’t go back to that autumn day,
Since weather foreshadows the theme,
And we were headed a bad way, I did say,
“You’re the only one that makes my heart wanna scream.”
With every season bringing about a new flavor,
Something sweet and sultry good memories to savor.
Now when you’re out of my life I’ll have a chance,
To learn what I’m looking for, a Mr. Fancy Pants.
I want what I want when I want it, what’s so immature about that?
It’s not my fault you can’t decide bipolar bear.
I was all about hopping on the good foot, doing a bad thing, and poof disappear.
But you couldn’t handle all of this, go on get your cry on, I know you had yourself a scare.
Don’t know how you expect to make it, a success,
When you can’t take care of it, you’re a mess.
Once considered you a hit, but clearly more of a miss,
You’ve become, so unbecoming, 180 degree bliss.
